Saturday, July 27, 2013

A Parable of a Purpose

I've always tried to sleuth out what my purpose in life might be. This is a story that came to me at the beginning of the year and helped me understand "purpose" to be something that exists in nearly every moment - something dynamic, not static. While I wish I could say this knowledge has influenced my every interaction since then, it did certainly change my metric of success and functions as the grounding philosophy of my plans for the future.

A Man, the Sprouts, and the Rock

Over the course of a life, there was one who was seeking, and he once happened upon a body of water in a mountain valley.  The body of water was bordered on all sides by a rocky berm.  On an outer edge of the berm lay a small indent in the earth, within which several sprouts had taken root, but were sickened due to thirst.  Because the seeker sought goodness, his heart was filled with compassion for the dying sprouts and he committed himself to their healing. 
 
Though he tried cupping water in his hands to quench the sprouts’ thirsts, the seeker’s efforts were futile, as the water simply ran through his fingers.  After much thought, the seeker at last exerted what seemed the whole of his energy and lifted up a great rock that sat atop the berm between the water and the sprouts.  At the very moment the seeker’s strength was sapped, he heaved the rock into the water, and with a magnificent splash, the rock pushed wave after wave over the berm and into the dry cove with the sprouts.  Even as he collapsed from the immense strain, the sprouts began to liven and grow, shading the seeker, who had fallen beneath them, from the heat of the day and the predators of the night. 
 
Later, when the man awoke, he was delighted to discover that the sprouts had matured into trees that bared much fruit.  The seeker took and ate fruit from the trees, replenishing his body from the costs of his sacrificial deed, and he knew that he had done what was right.  He then drank deeply from the pool of his own doing, in communion with the trees, and he knew that this was good.
 
In his satiation, the man pondered in his heart the whole of the experience, and his mind’s eyes were opened to the good of which he had been a part.  He then realized, with his newly found insight, that it was his commitment to the good of his part which brought about that which he sought.  And with this understanding, the man went on his way, so that the trees might benefit all else, and so that he may live the goodness that he came to know.
 
Now hear this interpretation: The seeker is the self, and the man is you.  The mountain is the hardships of life, and the valley is the pleasantness of life.  The body of water is a life’s potential, the rocky berm is life’s limitations, and the indent is inequality of life.  The sprouts are all others, and their thirsts are the needs of others.  The man’s hands are intentions, and his spilling is failure.  His strength is the willingness to pursue good, and his effort is the pursuit itself.  The rock is action, and the waves are the effects of action.  His collapse is the cost of giving, the heat of the day is the pain of truth, the predators of the night are those who pursue wrong, and the night itself is ignorance. The eating of the fruit is the blessing of karma, and the communion with the trees is the blessing of friendship.  The awareness of his part in the whole is true clarity, and that which he gained is a purpose, truly understood.
               

Friday, July 26, 2013

Kickin' things off

Disclaimer!

As my first attempt at blogging of any sort, I first ask for your patience and understanding as I battle the blogging learning curve and figure everything out. I imagine I'll be boring at first - kinda like now - but that I'll find my flow as I start begin to use it more. This should not be misinterpreted as a promise of regular and/or frequent postings or anything (as anyone who knows me knows that radio silence and I go hand-in-hand). Rather, just rest assured that I've got quite a bit of stuff I'm looking forward to saying through writing, though I might post a lot of stuff that's boring (at least to you) initially.

The Blog Itself:

While I'm sure my usage of the site will organically develop to suit my taste and style, I hope the main premise stays the same - that you will ultimately be given a portal into my life, through which you can better understand me and how I see the world. While I hope a majority of the posts are NOT about me but instead address things or thoughts of use, I'll certainly make it my goal to always post what's honestly on my heart or mind.

Also, about the title of the blog... I have by no means always, or even with any consistency, lived hard or made good happen, so I don't want people to think that I feel like that when it may sound as though I'm preaching in some post or another. It is, however, a personal philosophy that I've ascribed to as my ideal, since the beginning of this year, with a redefined passion, and has become even more strongly on my mind over the past few weeks. Thus the title, and probably my corny, concluding benediction of a catch-phrase.

What, did you scroll down to see it? I really patted myself on the back when I had the idea, but it looks pretty stupid in practice. Oh well, I'm committed.

What Do I Have to Say?

A lot, really! The problem is that I know I simply won't have the time on my hands necessary to magically cook up a post every time something post-worthy comes my way. Hopefully though, I can create a format that both captures your occasional interest and effectively organizes my ramblings. It'll probably be at least a month or two before I've established all the different topics I'll mainly cover, but not to leave you in the lurch for a month until my next post (fingers crossed that I was kidding), as a general rule you can expect me to post about...

Where I've been:

Teaser: California to Connecticut (roadtrip!) with a special "family stop" in Kansas, and also Maine and Virginia

Where I am:

Straight answer: Efland, North Carolina - working as an apprentice at Fickle Creek Farm

Where I'm going:

Teaser: The only "knowns "so far are Alabama and Missouri in November, as well Kansas for Thanksgiving and California for Christmas. After Christmas, I've got my eyes on a few months in New Zealand and Argentina, but the tickets have yet to be purchased so the itinerary is not yet set in stone.

What I've been up to:

Teaser: Farming, Working, Running, Reading, Cooking, Staying Awake for Hours at Night, Learning, Criticizing Myself, Judging Others, Thinking/Dreaming/Imagining, Studying, Moralizing, Observing, Realizing Stuff, Solving the Problems of the World, etc. You can also take a look at my "interests", which may point to some of the stuff I'll cover.

Why this or why that:

Teaser: Yikes! That's a can of worms that I'll leave closed for now, but I'll start spilling beans soon. Just know that answers do exist.

Final Note:

I've really got to get to bed, as I'll be getting up in 5 hours for a day of managing the entire main farm and one satellite farm (where I currently reside). Last week I gathered 835 eggs from the nether regions of the farm, and that was just one example of countless chores that I'll handle tomorrow before my day is through. I've also got all manners of cows, sheep, pigs, ducks, meat birds, and chicks to look after, as well as our grass, soil, crops, and facilities to manage. I will in fact be going out for a night of car racing at the local oval track tomorrow, so don't feel too bad for me. And if I've got you envying my day's work... well, I don't blame you. Until next time!

Make good,
Scott